80 Days Post Transplant - Jim still in hospital

Yes, Jim is still here at the hospital. It appears that this so called "Tune Up" is turning out to be a little more like an overhaul. What the docs were thinking would be a few days is now almost 2 weeks. We still don't really have any answers. He totally swelled up the other day and they thought he had a clot around his IV line. It turns out that there was not a clot but the veins are just narrowing and collapsing because of all of the lines he has had. So, they removed that line and put another one in on the other side. The lines go directly to his heart and are lines that can stay in a while. When he was being fluid overloaded his blood pressure changes seem to have been better, but now that they have decreased the fluids he is still having the wild pressure swings along with the dizzy spells. The kidney specialists have looked at his kidneys and there is kidney damage but the docs think that they will heal themselves. Jim has been getting physical therapy every day but most of it is done in the bed because of his weakness and blood pressure changes. The CMV is gone in his blood but he is still having stomach pain. He again received 2 units of blood and platelets yesterday.

So basically IDK (I Don't Know) seams to be the answer for everything. Other than the blood conversion, we don't know why everything is so wacky. He is a mystery. I think that the docs think that all of this is just going to take time and hope allot will resolve itself. I have no idea how much longer he will be here. From my point of view he does not seem any better than he was two weeks ago. I am not saying that the hospitalization was a waste though. They have been able to run alot of tests to make sure vital organs are ok, they have been able to give him blood and platelets when needed and watch his labs. I just wish we could have a little more definitive answers. You know, the crystal ball would be good. So, we watch and wait.

I still have this lingering cold. One day I will feel ok and the next I will be back in bed. I was supposed to work on Friday and I called in sick because I spent the entire day in bed on Thursday. I was coughing up a lung and sounded terrible. Yesterday I felt lousy again. So, I did not come around Jim. Brendan came and spent the day with his Dad. I did however rally the kids together to do some long awaited yard work. One thing Jim always took alot of pride in was our yard. I am not saying it is anything special but he always kept it clean and well kept. This is a man who would get on his hands and knees and dig out the dandelions one at a time. Because of the weird season this year and Jim issues we have been slow to clean it up. Now I have to preface and say that I know that any of our Friends, neighbors, family or church members would have come and helped us. We already had friends trim our big oak trees and get our sprinklers going, but I wanted my kids to take pride in it. I am not teaching them anything if they watch everyone swoop in and do everything while they sit and watch TV. I had to say that because I know that some friends after reading this blog will get after me for not getting help. Anyway, the whole purpose of telling this is to tell you how proud of my kids I am. Yesterday we mowed, trimmed, fertilized, weeded, and prepared and planted a garden. The best part was that everyone worked together and it was done with very little attitude and bickering. Those of you with teenagers or kids at all know that that is a rare happening. As I was pulling away from the house today, I looked at my yard and thought how proud Jim will be of his kids. There was no hand removing dandelions but it is clean and done. Yea!

Today I AM THANKFUL that it is a beautiful sunny day.